Now, the second spirit that came to me is a more complex one for me to talk about. I am still a little sceptic, so this is the first time that I have even mentioned it to anyone. Because when a person tells you that you can do something it is one thing, but when something that is not physically there tells you that you can do something it is a whole other world. So, here goes.
I was meditating and these two figures came to me. One was a man dressed in white and the other was a little girl in a dress chasing a teddy bear. At first, I was focusing on the girl chasing the teddy bear, when the man said, “Mary leave that bear alone.” I then realize that it was just the man left standing there. He said, “Now I want you to go out and heal people.”
At this point, I tried to bring myself back out of my meditation but had no luck at all. The first thing I said to him was, “Why was that little girl chasing a teddy bear?” Followed directly by, “How, who are you, there is no way that I can heal people.”
It is not what he said, but how he said it. He said it as though he was giving a command and not helpful information. The words came out as, “DON’T WORRY ABOUT THE GIRL AND I AM GABRIEL. You will know how to heal and who to heal.” Then he was gone.
As I come out of my meditation that morning, I felt different. And the question that everyone will ask is, can you heal people? I question it everyday and have lost many nights of sleep. I have not let myself use the things that were put in my head to heal people in person. Was me helping with the miracles that happened over night a few times or was it just doctors doing their jobs. I will never say who it was or when because this is still a work in progress.
I will never say that it was me that helped these people, the powers that are above me wanted these people better. I was just directing their energy. I like helping people and part of getting better is knowing that you can.